I had an appointment with my therapist today. Considered cancelling because of court, but then decided I probably needed it more than ever because of court. I’m having difficulty getting the images of Neals body and Ian’s autopsied stomach out of my head. Can’t seem to push them into the background, especially during the nighttime hours. Planned to go in for the afternoon session, but changed my mind when I found out the focus would be Devon’s and Ian’s stomach contents. I just can’t go through that again.
Tomorrow my daughter is supposed to testify, and I want to be there to support her. Wish me luck. I’m finding it all so much more difficult this time around. Monkey.